Today has been one of those days you wish you could just go back to bed. It started this morning waking up at 5 am completely awake. I don't know what is happening with my sleep, but for some reason I'm not sleeping well between 3 am and 6 am at all. I don't know why, but it is making me crabby and anxious. I woke up this morning sitting straight up in bed at 5 am worried about something - but couldn't figure out what! Ugh...I finally fell asleep 20 minutes before the alarm went off.
Today was a dreary day. It was foggy, misty, overcast, and all around a day to stay in bed and read, but alas I made it to work. After the fog burned away today was beautiful. Just the right temp, not too hot and not too cold. When I walked across campus to eat lunch today I really enjoyed it. Now if this only last all summer long...wouldn't that be a nice change for Texas summers! It isn't going to happen, but it would be nice right.
The office has been busy and the students are bussling in and out all around. I hate numbers and I've been forced to count in 3's for days and all kinds of course numbers are blurring ( I know #firstworldpains!!!) I'm so tired by the end of each day, but this Monday is killing me. I even had a little bit of coffee and still no pep in my step. I had 48 + oz of liquid and no pep. Extra B-12 well a little pep...but man oh man its been a long day. I hope this is the not the forecast of the week to come, but if it is I'll take it and make the best of it.
In the midst of this day I'm glad to say that I kept to getting things done and keep moving on towards more organization. I love looking at my taskbar on my outlook and seeing my list go away. It is a nice feeling to know that I can juggle all the things that go into being a grown up and all the paperwork too. It is the little things that keep me moving and I'm ever reminding myself that just like every inch and lb I've lost, I'm able to see my progress and that I have to keep going to meet the goals that I've set for myself as well. I am not exactly where I want to be in anything...but at least I'm working towards something bigger than me and for that I've needed to do for a long time. Growing up is a hard process...couldn't someone of warned me!